stop thinking

hey all! idk why i choose those words as the title of this post>>> "stop thinking"
cos sometimes, most of the time actually, i really want my brain to stop thinking! yes it really happens. ive felt this way so many times before i keep thinking again why it could happen. yes, and again, im thinking of something else.

and worse case is, i usually think about more than two things at the same time, and i couldnt stop my brain to stop thinking. weird is it? but dont ask me to decode anyone else's thought! because you choose the wrong person to do that. im also not good at reading people's gestures, even my bestfriend's. and not so long ago i had a problem with my friends, well i hate those jerks who keep blaming me by saying "lo sih gak bisa liat responsnya. dia tuh tipe orang yang gak bisa ngungkapin langsung perasaan nya. harusnya lo pinter2 baca pikiran sm gerak gerik dia biar gak salah paham ky gini!" what the hell is going on in this world!!!! God gave us mouth to speak, gave us ears lo listen, so why do i have to read people's mind instead of listening to their words, sounds easier rite?

well, its just one of many silly thoughts that come thru my mind, and yes one of the unspoken one hehehe gue berharap makin berkurang lah orang2 yang meng-atas nama-kan "gak bisa ngungkapin langsung perasaan" untuk bisa menyalahkan orang lain yang kaya gue gini, yang kalo ngomong apa adanya :) karena there are many ways to show your feeling intead of dieeem aja ngarepin orang tau apa yang lo pikirin dan malah ngomongin orang itu di belakang karena lo menganggap dia jahat sm lo whoaaaa come on its 2009 its time to speak up fellas! :)